Tamasha

9/7/2026

Some films are not just films Watching the contrasting latter half of this film always breaks me, it sends me into a trance of thoughts which makes me realise that we can't break the wheel and i am stuck in it. Study, job, marriage, kids, kids studies, kids marriage,their kids and finally wait for DEATH, same fucking story everywhere. It was my dad's now it's mine. Always behaving according to how society expects you to. I have so many intrusive thoughts that i just want to randomly scream in silent restaurant, i suddenly want to break into tears with no reason in front of everyone but "we can't".... Cause then we will be considered INSANE. It's crazy how thin the line is between sanity and insanity. Just take this point of intrusive thoughts to an extreme, let's say i wanted to kill so